The Dark & Hollow In Being

Ouch !!

For im suddenly smothered in pain
My lips are glued my tongue denerved
My teeth crackle from the cold
Breaths are heavy to inhale
Joints and hinges losen up ..
I stand as im struck by lightening
My feet frozen
My heart denies
Certain facts i choose to disobey
Disdain
Declaim
Erase
For is it the truth ??
Truth as percieved by the retarded brain ..
Or the shocked up stem shooting its spikes towards me
Oucchh!! .. Its painful , tender .
Has it been there unclaimed
Or fooled i am in my simplicity ..
Such attacks prevaled
I wonder ..

Against the pale autumn leaves i lay
Craving the warmth
Hiding underneath the tunnels of roath
Sooth and dirt
Climbing my roof
Reachin for the roots ,
Monoideology is kiling the anxious ,
The needy , and the greedy
Remenants are left
Hanging of a cliff
Sharp ..
Upon it's touch a slit is to bleed
Torturing the undefined , undefied poor

Storms clash ..
Tornados attack .. still im there
Underneath the warm tunnel of roath
Dreaming and whispering
The secrecy of self profession
An oath to be sworn , taken
With the last proclaim
Of honor and honesty to be renouned
Prior its abolishment
From what is known to be the life
Where we are bound ...!!