I wonder
Created | Updated Oct 17, 2005
I wonder. I wonder at the world. At it’s vastness, and it’s diversity. I wonder at the sky and what it is. I wonder at belief and who is right. I wonder about love, and wonder if I have known it’s face. I wonder at peace and if it is possible. I wonder at the number of people there are, at the number of thoughts they have and at how small and insignificant I am in such a huge population, in such a huge world, in such an infinite universe. I wonder at the creativity of the human being. At the number of ways one thing can be interpreted. I wonder at language and how such an amazing thing has evolved and evolved us. I wonder how long it can last. I wonder at randomness. I wonder at miracles and at everyday events. I wonder at tradition. What is tradition? I wonder at purity and how something can be one thing and nothing else. I wonder at good and at evil and the amount of each in everything. I wonder if I am right. I wonder at life, and living. I wonder at death. I wonder about before life and after it. I wonder if universes are parallel and if I am simply a duplicate. I wonder if everyone really is unique. I wonder at individuality. I wonder at animals. I wonder at dreaming. I wonder at achievements, both of my own, and others’, and those yet to be achieved. I wonder about the future. I wonder about what will be and what will cease to be. I wonder about the past. I wonder at things that happened that we will never know. I wonder at things that have happened that we can’t explain. I wonder at fear. I wonder why it is so powerful. I wonder at emotion. Why are human beings emotive? I wonder if we would be better off without emotion and I wonder if I had the choice, which would I prefer. Is it better to feel and be hurt or to never feel? To feel grey. I wonder how many wish they never felt. I wonder how many wish they were dead, because death would be a relief from life. I wonder at these people and what events have caused them to reach this point. I wonder at the warmth of sunrises and the beauty of sunsets. I wonder at decisions. I wonder when the world will cease to exist. I wonder about infinity. I wonder about small insignificant things and how we can compare ourselves to the world and the universe. I wonder why each person believes he has a purpose, and if each person does believe this. I wonder if we each have a purpose. I wonder if there is a higher power. I wonder about external forces, and if we will ever discover them. I wonder at my life and the strange circumstances that have shaped it. I wonder at neutrality. I wonder at the present and how much I don’t know. I wonder at the amount of information there is. I wonder what is worth learning. I wonder what is worth the time. I wonder if time can be given a worth. I wonder if a person can be given a worth. I wonder if we are all truly equal. I wonder if life knows that it is cruel. I wonder at awareness. I wonder at the unknowns in my life. I wonder at money. I wonder at wealth and what it means. I wonder at ability and what determines it. I wonder at music and where it comes from. I wonder where creativity and imagination come from. I wonder if they have a limit and where that limit is. I wonder what is at the end of all creativity. I wonder.
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